Disappear

Help me
To vanish them
All the memories
That cross over my mind
That keep on playing
Repeating
Clearly visioned
In front of my eyes
The faces we met
The places we go
The game we played
The food we ate
The plan we structure
The story we shared

The more I try to forget
The more I remembered

Please
Disappear

I beg 

Rain, 5 Sept 2018

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I Thought

I thought that I'm strong
But I was wrong

I thought that I could hold the tears
But it falls endlessly behind the face of cheers

I thought I could stand tall
But down I fall

Lucky me to have some friends
Who supports me till the ends

The relationship that I pray that never ends

Rain, 4 Sept 2018

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Coward

i'm afraid to fight
no
i'm afraid to lose
fall and fail

but one thing i know
i am a defender
really good at it
using my whole body
and heart
as a shield

i end up
hurting myself

no one know
how much the pain

or does anyone care
like i did


Coward
9 April 2017

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